Burning Desire (Condemned Angels Series #1) Read online

  “Chase…”

  “What, baby?” I lowered my ear to her.

  She lightly moaned while nuzzling further into my chest.

  “I love you.” She drifted off to sleep.

  Yep, I was fucked. As soon as she was knocked out, I slowly pulled out from underneath her. Regretting everything I was doing. I can’t believe I may have just fucked us both- going bareback. I hope to God she’s up to date on her pills. I can’t believe she trusted me, and I planned that shit. I quickly got dressed and headed out before Jeremy returned home.

  CHAPTER 17

  ~ Chase ~

  I thought back to my conversation with Moretti outside the club from earlier that night.

  “Jake asked me for my blessing.”

  “And?”

  “And what, son?”

  “You gave it to him?”

  “What do you think I said to him?”

  “After everything? If you knew the shit he did to her…” I stopped myself.

  “You better start talking, Chase. You tell me everything.” I rubbed my hand down my face, taking a deep breath. It wasn’t my spot to put his own club out there, but shit he had to know.

  “I don’t know how serious it is, but Jake…”

  “Tell me.”

  “He’s using.”

  “You’re sure?”

  “I saw the track marks. The way he treats Roxy…”

  “How?” He was getting pissed.

  “He doesn’t treat her right. I’ve seen marks on her from him. For Christ’s sake, he’s trying to lend her out to his buddies, probably as some kind of leverage or payment plan for his drugs. That’s what tonight was all about. Some shit head fucking grabbed her- saying Jake was up for lending her out.”

  “Son, would you just calm the hell down?”

  “I almost killed him tonight, and this is who you gave your blessing to? To run this club when you decide to step down?” I shouted at him, but quickly lowered my voice to him. I lowered my head and rubbed the back of my neck.

  “Who said anything about me giving my blessing?”

  “Wait, what?”

  “You just said…”

  “What I told the little prick was that I’d think about it.”

  I paused. Confused, I raised my eyebrow.

  “Unless something, or someone, can convince me otherwise.” He patted my shoulder and headed off.

  That was when I got my idea…my dumbass idea. Just get her pregnant with my child before Jake could stake any further claim on her. We already had been together without protection. I will build my case on Jake and get his ass out of the club, away from Rox. An achy feeling filled my chest. It tightened at the thought of her belly swollen with my baby. In my kitchen, cooking…barefoot.

  Sure, it sounded fucking excellent when I thought of it. Then when I heard her say those three fucking words, so perfectly….I couldn’t do it. I wouldn’t hurt her like that. It was a little too late for that shit. I’ll find another way to fix this shit.

  I pulled up at my house. I cut the engine and headed into the kitchen, grabbed a beer and ran upstairs to my room. I put the bottle on my dresser as I pulled my shirt up over my head; I saw a light coming from under my bathroom door.

  “What the fuck?” I pulled my .45 from my nightstand.

  The shower was running. I slowly opened the door and steam poured out. I saw a female figure behind the glass door. Fuck me. There stood Monica in all her glory. I exhaled and put the gun in the back waistband of my jeans.

  “Monica!” I shouted, startling her.

  “Oh hey, baby, I didn’t hear you come in. You scared the shit out of me.” She shut the water off and stepped out of the shower.

  “How did you get in my house?”

  “I remembered where you had your spare.” She stood there, a fully exposed wet body. Normally I would just hit that shit, but not tonight, not ever again. All I crave is Rox.

  “Get your shit and go.”

  “Oh come on, baby…” she started, but was cut off as I threw a towel at her face.

  “What the fuck?” she yelled.

  “Clean your ears out. Get your shit and get out. I’m not interested anymore. You understand? Go run along now.”

  “You fucking asshole. It’s because of her, isn’t it?” She quickly dried herself off.

  “Yeah, it’s always been about her.”

  “But we are so good together, Chase” She walked up to me, letting her towel drop to the floor.

  “Were.”

  “Excuse me?”

  “We were good together. Not anymore. I have other commitments, and they aren’t you. You were fun, Monica…but you can go now.” I handed her clothes to her, and walked to my bedroom.

  “You’re going to fucking regret this. You won’t even stand a chance with her. The girls talk in the clubs, you know? Apparently Jake has been nailing the new little hussy, Jenny. He told her all about his plan to get Roxy pregnant, and Roxy has no idea either, dumb girl.”

  “What the hell are you talking about?” I turned around, thankfully she was dressed this time. I felt my temper rising immediately.

  “I don’t know, something about him messing with their condoms?” She picked at her nails.

  “Like what?” I raised my voice, grabbing her elbow.

  “Poking holes in them. I don’t know. Sounded like too much work, if you ask me. For all she knows, she could already be prego with his baby and she’s golden. Set for life.” She jerked her arm back.

  “Fuck.” I ran my hand through my hair.

  “So yeah, good luck with that.” She left me standing there stunned.

  Okay, I take that shit back, my swimmers best be on top of their game tonight. Hearing Rox could be pregnant with Jake’s baby made my blood boil.

  CHAPTER 18

  ~ A couple days later… ~

  ~ Roxy ~

  I rolled over to my stomach, my legs in a figure four position. I stretched out my hand, running it over empty cold sheets. My heart sank, knowing he wouldn’t be there. I don’t know why I’m so disappointed every morning that he’s not. I wanted to see his naked muscular frame resting there beside me. But his side of the bed was empty. I moved my legs; wishing they were still sore from the other night. From being wrapped around Chase’s thick, muscular waist.

  My mind flashed back to that night. Butterflies exploded in my stomach as I recalled his body moving protectively over mine. Chase buried deep inside me, stretching me to the max. I rolled over onto my back and my hand grazed my breast, moving the cup of my bra down. My nipples were already cutting glass just thinking about him. I kicked down the flat sheet and comforter. I trailed my right hand down my abdomen, under my panties and settled between my legs. My middle finger slipped between my lower lips, over my hood piercing and started to work in a counter clockwise motion over my clit. I spread my legs slightly and rolled my left breast. Thinking of Chase, his naked body, his long thick cock, and the way he filled me. Oh God! My fingers worked quickly as my hips were rolling up to meet my hand.

  I slipped two fingers into my pussy. I pulled them back out to wet my clit. That warm sensation started in my belly. I was so close. I teased myself and slowed down, letting the sensation build up again. My breathing hitched and a light moan left my mouth. I turned my head and bit down on my lip. My back arched off the bed as I thought of Chase grunting into my ear telling me to come with him. The memory was enough to make me climax. I tensed the muscles in my legs as my toes pointed and my body spasmed in my own hands. Chase’s name fell off my lips like a prayer. My body relaxed back into the bed. I let out a sigh of relief and squeezed my legs together, savoring the throbbing in my clit.

  “That was the fucking hottest shit I’ve ever seen,” I heard a voice boom from the corner of my room.

  I yelped and grasped the sheets between my legs and up over my chest. Chase was lounging in the leather chair in the corner of the room.

  “Jesus Christ!” I grasped my che
st, out of breath.

  “Actually, you can just call me Chase.” He chuckled and slowly got up out of the chair. Hot damn, he looks good today. I shook my head, returning my thoughts to what he just witnessed, and my cheeks instantly were on fire.

  “You just gave me a heart attack.” I glared at him through narrowed eyes. Tightening my grip on the sheet, knowing damn well Chase’s eyes were seeing me naked.

  “You just gave me a hard on.” He gripped his crotch, I noticed he was busting at the seams- literally. My body instantly broke out in goose bumps.

  His eyes went dark. He looked like a lion zeroing in on his prey. His large hand gripped the sheet at my chest and pulled down. I gasped at his cool fingers against my hot skin. I leaned back into my pillows, and let my knees fall slightly apart.

  Chase’s finger slipped between my legs, cupping my mound. I was still sensitive from getting off. My body responded to his touch. He pushed his thick middle finger between my folds, like I had done just minutes before. His finger slid up inside of me, and did a “come hither” motion. I threw my head back, and his hand left me all too soon. My head hinged back forward and my eyes popped open to see him raise his hand to his mouth, sucking and savoring my juices. Sweet Lord.

  Chase removed his fingers and his mouth claimed mine. I could taste myself on his lips. My fingers tightened their grip on his thick hair as I sucked his tongue and bit his lower lip. He groaned into my mouth and slowly pulled away.

  “Thanks for breakfast, babe.” He grinned, showing off that deep dimple in his left cheek. He spun on his heel and left the room.

  What in God’s name just happened? He left me speechless, breathless, and horny as hell. This man was going to be the death of me.

  ~ Chase ~

  I couldn’t resist. I had to carry up some shopping bags for Nicole, and had to stop and see her. I just sat in the corner looking at her glowing body. Finding out she slept in next to nothing made my dick stir. Fuck, I wanted in her so bad. I watched the morning sun hit her soft hair, making her look like a complete angel. She started to stir and I was about to make myself known, then lo and behold, she started paddling the pink canoe. I think I may have just fallen in love. Christ, this woman is going to be the death of me.

  I laughed to myself as I headed back downstairs, walking in on Jeremy and Nicole putting groceries away. He had her pinned to the counter as he was helping her put away a box of cereal that was on a shelf just a smidge too high. He had his face buried in her hair and a hand up on her hip. I shook my head at them, he’s a goner.

  “Well then, are you two just going to fuck and get it over with already?” I laughed at them, walking to Jeremy’s den.

  “Nice, Chase,” Nicole called after me.

  “Chase, I gotta make a run to the club, there is an emergency church meeting. Can you stay with the girls? Nic has a class to run to but she shouldn’t be long. Roxy is upstairs-try and keep your hands off my sister.”

  “Yeah, bro. I got it covered.”

  Jeremy headed out, soon after Nicole left. Leaving me with her.

  “Hey.” I heard her small voice from the doorway.

  “What’s going on?” Why was she acting so embarrassed? I have seen her naked as the day she was born and yet she gets caught with her hand down her pants and it’s the end of the world. That thought made me break out into a smile.

  She wore a tight ass pair of yoga pants and a purple hoodie with matching black and purple Nikes. Her hair was pulled back in a tight ponytail- perfect for pulling on.

  “Chase?” She raised her eyebrow looking at me.

  “What?”

  “You’re looking at me like you’re undressing me.” She giggled and plopped down on the couch next to me. Her perfume was intoxicating.

  “And your point?” I sat up, resting my forearms on my knees.

  “I need to go shopping. Come with me?”

  “Well, it’s kind of my job, Rox.” I reminded her.

  “Well, is it also your job to watch me touch myself?” She stood back up with her hands on her hips glaring down at me.

  “Actually, that’s just for me.” I stood up in front of her. Her deep breaths bumped her chest into mine. My height caused her to drop her head back and look at me. She wasn’t backing down. My little badass.

  “Well then, if it’s for you, then maybe you should do something about it.”

  “Like?” I gripped her hips pulling them against mine, so I could palm her ass.

  “Like partake in it, Chase. Unless…” She brought her hands up to rest inside my cut; I flexed my pecs under her hands.

  “Unless what, Rox?” I pulled on her long ponytail, twisting it into my fist, forcing her to look at me. She gasped in surprise.

  “Unless you can’t handle it.” I cut her off right there. My mouth claimed hers. She moaned into my mouth while throwing her arms around my neck. Her long nails scraped my scalp. My tongue slipped between her lips, I fisted her ponytail to force her head to the side allowing myself to invade her mouth fully. I gripped her ass harder to me.

  My phone ringing interrupted us.

  “That fucking phone.” She groaned as I released her and she wiped her lips dry. They were already swollen and red. Damn, Rox is beautiful.

  “What?” I shouted in my phone.

  “What the hell did I say?” Jeremy yelled back.

  “Yeah, yeah. What’s up?”

  “We need you here for this meeting. Bring Roxy.”

  “Okay.” I hung up, and Rox was slinging her purse over her shoulder and grabbing her car keys.

  “Oh, no shopping for you, baby. I’m needed at the club. Let’s go.” I slapped her ass and led the way out.

  I drove us in my black Ford 150- Raptor, she looked so damn good riding in it. I put my elbow up on the windowsill and looked over at her as she twirled her ponytail around her pointer finger and blew a bubble with her gum. I could eat her up right the fuck now.

  “You gonna watch me or the road, Romeo?” she smiled over at me.

  I didn’t say anything as I refocused back on our drive to the club. We pulled up and we headed in. Rox headed to the lounge and I headed into the meeting.

  “Good, you’re here.” I heard Moretti say as I sat at the table.

  “What’s going on?” I took a seat at the end of the table.

  “Well, I have been looking into that little hunch you had about Jake. We’ve spotted him with some members of Devil’s MC.”

  “Shit.” That MC was known for their ways. They deal with drugs and weapon trafficking. Not a good pack to run in.

  “Exactly. Jeremy and I have been going over the books as well. Something isn’t adding up here. I’m not sure what Jake has been doing, but looks like all the money that is going into the Condemned Angels isn’t all accounted for. I hate to accuse one of our own, but we need to get to the bottom of this and fast.”

  “I bet I already know what’s going on.” I shook my head.